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Daily Journal 2018: Internal Struggles

There are moments in life when you hit a wall and you just can't get over it. These moments can cause a cataclysm of emotions to erupt in the mind and when no answer can be found, frustration erodes the swallow layers of the self. It is then one must dig to the depths to… Continue reading Daily Journal 2018: Internal Struggles

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Summer 2016 Musings #20 – A Change is Coming

I knew this change was coming for sometime. It seems my flesh has been dreading its arrival, but its here. The first day of 2016, I finally restarted my exercise. After taking a break for a year and a half, being sick, having surgery, recovering from surgery; its now time to whip my fleshy flesh… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #20 – A Change is Coming

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Summer 2016 Musings #17 – I am not my hair, or am I?

Today’s generation of women are so conscious with how they look, their hair and love to follow all the fashion trends. This is not only applicable with what they wear but with their hair as well. There are many hair magazines on the market that have a high readership because of this. One such hair… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #17 – I am not my hair, or am I?

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Summer Musings 2016 #16 – The Journey of Life, Pace Yourself

The journey of life is better experienced if you pace yourself. If you choose to go too fast, go after the high life, live in the realms of vanity, you will fizzle fairly quickly. And... If you tread slowly, almost at a stand still, rejecting change, motivation or opportunity; you are sure to be left… Continue reading Summer Musings 2016 #16 – The Journey of Life, Pace Yourself

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Summer 2016 Musings #15 – Dinning on breakfast in the Sunroom

This week was exhausting. No one told me that wielding a paint brush and hauling paint tins, would be such a work out. After painting windows, walls and floors for three days, my body ached. So, it was with pleasure that I supped in the evening cool of said room. As the evening stars peeked… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #15 – Dinning on breakfast in the Sunroom

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Summer 2016 Musings #14 – Green Green Grass

Last summer was brutal on my sparse garden. I planted a few palms a few years back and they suffered. The four lowly plants to the north wall, had been burned black. Yes, you heard right Burnt Black! This year, I vowed that it would be different. So far, my weekly yard soaks have encouraged… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #14 – Green Green Grass

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Summer 2016 Musings #13 – Pitter Patter on the Roof

As I put on a fresh coat of paint on my summer home renovation project, I feel the hot noon day transition with the cool winds. My arms burn from pushing and pulling the paint brush along ten feet of wall space. I turn and look at a cluster of clouds. There is a storm… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #13 – Pitter Patter on the Roof

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Summer 2016 Musings #12 – Chilling in my Sunroom

Its the morning after Labour Day and I am tired. Still, I manage to wake with the new dawn and thank God for another beautiful morning. I woke quickly. Pulling myself from a dream that showed more misbehavior than happy adventures. There is no adjustment needed for me when I wake up in the mornings.… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #12 – Chilling in my Sunroom

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Summer 2016 Musings #11 – Construction Changes

As the heat intensifies, the changes on my mom's house progresses. I thought it too much, to expect us to bear this persistent summer's heat under the present conditions. According to official weather records, earth has seen 12 straight months of record temperatures in 137 years, of record keeping. The planet is only getting hotter. So,… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #11 – Construction Changes

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Summer 2016 Musings #10 – Disappointments

A disappointment is not readily admitted where pride exists. Feelings are not loyal to their owners. They disclose to any one who would observe, what the truth of the matter is. Sometimes, even the owner would blind their own sight to deny the reality of things. But luckily, the time we spend in the dark… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #10 – Disappointments

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Summer 2016 Musings #9 – The Willie Lynch Syndrome

It is not beneath us to respect one another; young to old, man to woman, friend to foe. Today, I was in the Old Hope Road KFC waiting at the counter for my number to be called. The server said, 428 and a short, dark man, walking with a agitated stride which caused him to… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #9 – The Willie Lynch Syndrome

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Summer 2016 Musings #8 – When Nature Calls

Summer 2016 Musings #8 – Nature CallsSummer 2016 Musings #8 – Nature CallsIt is that time again. When my soul begs to be replenished, in the deep hills of my country. This cry rises as I stare at the full lady moon. Her bluish glare touch my window sill and my soul yearns. All that… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #8 – When Nature Calls

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Summer 2016 Musings #7 – Ice Chips

Its midnight, the heat sits on my skin like a lazy teenager. I had long switched off the screens and rested my head on a lukewarm pillow. Miserable. Sleep evades me like a nerdy teenager, looking for a date to the prom. Ice chips! They circle in my mind's eye, promising to cool, at least my… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #7 – Ice Chips

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Daily Journal: The Accident

I feel so scattered today. I can't focus on writing or work. The accident keeps looping through my mind. It's incredible how fast life happens and how slow we are to react to them. It's hard to focus when you see the trap the enemy lays out for you. I am tired. I am in… Continue reading Daily Journal: The Accident

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Summer 2016 Musings #6 – The Holy Grail of bag juice, Cals!

I have discovered the Holy Grail of bag juice! Cals bag juice! It is definitely way above the rest, in quality. Over the last couple days, I realized that the more water content in the bag juice, the tougher it is. The harder it is to bite into the ice and the less rewarding it… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #6 – The Holy Grail of bag juice, Cals!

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Summer 2016 Musings #5 – Bag Juice pon Base

Usually, I prefer fruit juices, however, this heat is causing me to sweat and dehydrate at a rapid pace. I twist and turn at night, feeling like I am sloping through the Florida swamps. It's time to go cheap and efficient! It's bag juice season! Yesterday, I reluctantly dragged on a T-shirt and shorts and… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #5 – Bag Juice pon Base

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Summer 2016 Musings #4 – Roshan and Biscayne Bay on Double Duty

I lie in bed, feeling like a beached dolphin. The heat is caressing my skin in the most intimate ways; it's intolerable. Just this weekend, I had to pull em out, fix em up and plug em in. What you ask? My fans! Without them, I would be like a wilted flower. Thank God for… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #4 – Roshan and Biscayne Bay on Double Duty

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Summer 2016 Musings #3 – Melting Popsicle

I feel like a Popsicle that has been licked and discarded in the park at high noon. Icky! My pillows are drinking my sweat and 2:00 a.m. feels more like 12:00 noon. It is just the first week in May and already the temperatures are unbearable. How am I going to manage this Summer 2016?… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #3 – Melting Popsicle

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Summer 2016 Musings #2 – April Showers or Trickles?

Summer in Jamaica, unofficially, starts mid April. Over the last three years, the heat sits upon the land, like a fat rhino in labour, refusing to budge. April showers has been downgraded to April trickles. Kingston and St. Andrew sees very little rain compared to previous years. Last year, we had a devastating drought, which… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #2 – April Showers or Trickles?

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Summer 2016 Musings #1 – Silk Slips, The Clothing of Choice

It's funny how a heat wave can get you to consider wearing new things. Slips have never been my thing, but 96 degrees or higher in the shade...has made them the only sane choice. I can't believe it has taken me over a dozen years, to stash my tom boy ways and agree to even… Continue reading Summer 2016 Musings #1 – Silk Slips, The Clothing of Choice